Sunday, February 18, 2007

dat's mi valentine's day bed.. wif heart prints on it(:

dis pose looks awkward

jasmin's tall enuff

i like dis foto alot(:

the serenity

she's another camwhoreee

i like dis pic the most.. the effect is so dere lah(:
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR SWEETIEPIES OUT DERE<333
actly i wonder why every1's mum is like so nice.. as in all mums out dere.. sab's mum jiemin's mum puen's mum debby's mum jolyn's mum jingjing's mum jasmin's mum farah's mum everyone's mum.. not dat i dint see the ugly side of it.. but i was telling jiemin abt mi family the other day.. den she asked mi how i actly survived.. ya i surived.. im still in the midst of struggle actly.. i yearn for the day i can go out n live on mi own....den farah told mi abt how noble her mum was.. den i really tot.. wad's wrong uh.. why do every1 haf such wonderful mums except mi. .i dont wna compare.. but i cant help comparing wen every1 shows mi n tells mi how great their mum is...well mayb im not a veri gd daughter oso dat's why it's wad i give n dat's wad i get... lemme jus look at things dat way.. at least i feel better... i noe dis sounds veir childish.. but i tink i deserve sumthing better.. dat all dat i haf done.. i haf done wad other kids dont do.. i haf done wad i shld do.. but i dont receive wad i deserve to receive.. actly i dont mind not getting wad other kids get.. but i mind seriously wad i get dat other normal kids wont get... 
